Many motives for behavior are tangled up in our intuition.
In our model, Intuition encapsulates a continuum of abstraction, from the autonomic orchestration at the outside to the deliberate or mostly abstract orchestration on the inside.
Karma seems to be organized along that path.
Blinking to wet dry eyes is good in appearance and good in effect. Blinking during an invasive ophthalmic procedure appears bad and has a bad effect.
Breathing rapidly while running appears good and has a good effect. Breathing rapidly while worrying about tomorrow appears bad and has a bad effect.
As we move inwardly towards the most abstract of our intuition we have a Divine gift to help us find our bliss.
We refer to it as ambivalence. The accepted definition of ambivalence is quite unhelpful – “the polarization of feelings”.
This definition leads to into complications and many bad effects couched in good intentions. This definition is erroneous and so we learn much erroneous behavior by our corrupted relationship with our ambivalence.

Our model redefines ambivalence as “concurrent feelings of like and dislike”. This definition is enlightened, thank you Lord, because it leads us innocently into complexity. The Karma of past lives must become enlightened. Ambivalence is a gift from God the provides us with the capacity needed for greater spiritual growth, by allowing us to bind attributes of our likes to attributes of our dislikes. It is our dislikes that shield us from all of the effects of “indifference” – good effects and bad effects.
Our model asserts that ambivalence is our guide and meditation and payer our arbiter.

Respectfully
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I have never met anyone who hasn’t been wounded and scared. And, it seems, we aren’t responsible for a significant number of them. At my age, I see that I am responsible for most of mine. Ignorance is awful.
However after we have been here a couple of decades our main protectors and healers are us. That is we, I believe, are responsible for our own protection and healing.

However help is available. Healing happens, A healing power is at work. We may observe it.